Stockton

HOLY CRAP!

Thats about all I have to say, since I never use this place any more... But I'm in College. Thats about everything that is new.

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• You must tell 13 people about this game.
• Jessica is the one that you love.
• Angela is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Jessica.
• Eric is the one who knows you very well.
• Mike is your lucky star.
• Getting away with Murder is the song that matches with Jessica.
• Last Resort is the song for Angela.
• Wrong Way is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
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You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything. </td> Winter 90% Fall 80% Summer 75% Spring 30% What Season Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Sense of Humour
In a survival situation, you:	Play dead
Your hidden talent is:	Discrimination
Your gift is:	Irresistible attractiveness
In groups, you:	Perfer to act as security
Your best quality is:	Your insightfulness
Your weakness is:	Your antisocial nature
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What Will Be Your Overly Melodramatic Death? by Celaeno
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Your death:	In a circle of candles, after a fiery and passionate session with your demon lover. Woo!
Your parting words:	"Never let go!"
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If a mortal has sex with a vampire, does that mean the mortal is a necrofeliac?

whats up guys!

It's all cool with the Stockton you know.

Game as always.

It will be fun.

Time to rock some ass.

Fuck Fuck Fuck.

Yall need to shut the Fuck up.

Take a Rest Guy Relax.

Hey guy take a rest Relax!

It's been a relaxing break... Seeing the insides of my eyes is very nice.

Merry X-mas happy new year!

Oh boy break... The one thing I have been looking forward to, but not. Yesterday I slept till 4:00pm Oh boy that was a blast. I worked today. Game Was all right, I'm not cut out ot be an St. yet. I'll have to do though. I have looked forwad to the time when I got away from school, but it was keeping me partially sane. I don't want to sit at home all day it dosen't appeal to me any more. Honestly I would rather Hang out with some of my freinds. That is one of the reasons I miss Sac is the ability to hang out with the Freinds I really cared about.

Once you work you end up with play. I don't want very much play any more. Now a days Play dosen't Entertain me much any more. I need to be able to get free of this ocursed Household. It drives me insane Much worse the nthe school ever did. I sould Go Out all day tommorrow. I need to Train Quickstrike on aRo so I will just hide in my room and Play aRo and FF Dawn of Souls.

Today I took a big step forward with my life, I applied for Sac City College in the Spring. I want to take 6 or so units and still go to school in the mornings. the only time I really need to be at school is 2-3 period then I just sit around all day. It will be better for me when I get there. The people there will hopefully be more Mature then at Vapac.

* gasp * I'm going to Be a college boy... Hopefully.

I took Senior photos today, The People at Bill Smith Where all right. Their on site people where better then The Traveling bunch. I turned their Juke box on to "I wanna Rock" by the Twisted Sisters.

I have been In a great mood Lately, I think its because I adopted my old Way of thinking. College Will ROCK!

I wanna ROCK, ROCK, I want to Rock, Rock, I want to Rock, Rock rock rock.

Life is an Aimless ride that you take alone, Might as well enjoy the Ride Take the Long Way Home.

Today I made a little test, The People at this School Failed It. I sat on a table in a wide open Space, and Sat there on top of it. I first did it to be alone, then I thought mabey I should turn this into a test of How many people would actually come to see what Was wrong with me. One Person, Thank you Mattie, But this School Fails Miserably. Next Semester I will hopefully only take two Classes, Because I have to, But then I can Leave and take Classes at Sac City.

And For Everybody to Know THE OLD STOCKTON HAS RETURNED. The Good old Stockton that Sat Around all Day, The Stockton From Two Years Ago!

I have a Higher level of Control Now, So It will be the Old Improved Stockton. World... He... Look out.

This Day Was Fine, He, Not really. Some Children at Vapac Should be Wiped of the Face of the Earth... I want to Rip them From the Face of The Earth... But I don't want to Deal with the later Concequences.

No One worry About Me. I'm Not looking for pitty When I write My Ljs, I'm writting to Inform Everyone How I am Dealing with life, So there is an Answer for Why I Look like Crap, Act Like A Ass Hole, Or Sit on a Table By my Self. I have Methods in my Madness, This Is to Help in form you All about some of my Methods, and How there is logic in Everything that I do... Most of the Time.

Log 2 Of I Don't Give A Fuck

Life The Great BITCH, I sould be In a good mood... and I kinda Am but not. I got the top score in Lazer Tag Woot Woot,









I honestly don't know what to say any more, life seems to make me happy for a while, but then turn around and Kill me For a longer period of time. I honestly don't know what to do any more. I have School, I hate that, I want freedom from it's Wretched hold. Home, its So fucked up I never really want to be there. Everywhere else, They have a purpose, but I can't seem to Find it.

I give Up I wont listen to the little voices inside that tell me things, they make me look bad, I sould just listen to one thing, my brain and what it has to Say is "Don't give a Fuck, When you do give a Fuck you get Hurt" So what Ever My brain makes alot of sense. For the rest of the school Year I will go to school and game, thats it. The rest of the time I will Sit in my room and stare at a compy screen. Rarely seeing the light of Day. I don't care about a Party anymore, It would most likely put me in Such a Horrid mood I would Just go Home. So my Plan I will go to school, then Curl up in my room to, How do I suttley put this, Shrivel Up and Die.

Don't Give A fuck, I should follow Some of the Advice that I give. It would be better for me.
LET GO, LET GO, LET GO!

* sighs * Letting go Hurts But its neccisary.

Log 1 of I don't Give a FUCK.

Today Started of good,Fucked around in Band, nothing important, Brian was sick today. Went to English, read in Hamlet for Hamlet, One of the Great lines The plays the thingin which To Catch the Concience of the King. Woot, Kill That Fucker! Third We went to Kapp, he Made a NEW SEATTING chart again, it has been like the tenth time. That didn't annoy me much. Finally I got to fourth period, BAM my day hit a down low!
I came to Class Exspecting to Go Away an Do Jack Shit, Oh Was I wrong! I got there Sat for like two minutes and The yearbook started going insane about how they didn't have a Cover, they like my idea of shattered glass, but the DUMB FUCKS discided to do EVERYTHING last minute so Guess Who Decides To do Everything... ME if you didn't guess. The Dumb fucks better Work on the Rest of this thing because I'm sure as hell am not going to make the whole God Damn year book by my self NO FUCKING way, i'm not going to spend all my life Makeing that thing, and then not get any recognition or help, Fuck that Shit!

I had the First J-board meeting, but we talked about J-board bussiness for two minutes then we got on to a differn't topic, which ended up talking about Porn, and Gay Porn, WITH KAPP WHAT THE FUCK! I went To Math I felt like Shit, I wnated to Go Home and curl up in a ball and DIE, but I don't now so Its all right.

Then Sixth period I wet to Fox's took the Roll down and Went to talk to Sirard, We got on the Subject of How FUCKED up the Mangas are. These little innocent mormon kid Read this Shit, and its more Fucked up then most Rated R movies! Then we got on the Subject Of war and how some Gamer is going to become a Dictator of the World and He Will Take over the World with his tactics he learned from his Video Games! Then The world would be a much better place I think.

But What Are you Going to Do, I have SOOO much to do and what seems like So little Time, But No HW so Im blowing the Shit out of Guys On Halo 2 WOOT.

I need a Break, But if I take a break I will not want to go back to normal life. I know it is a few days till break and I can't Wait, but I know One thing I will be Deppresed for all of break, SOMEONE BETTER BE THROWING A PARTY OR SOMETHING... HINT HINT. I know I get deppressed at partys but I will be Happy I sware :-) I will. I know what I'm getting for Christmas, its not What I really Want, but its something I want so it will be all right.

The day has come the day has gone We all have feelings of Hate and love, When Will we learn that Hate and love Turns this world. You never know when you will meet the next person you hate or love.

I saw someone I haven't seen for two years, SMITTY. He went to Sac. I said I know You, He Said AWWW Crap, is it the day for people to come to our school or something, I said I don't know I was bored, then I said LATER and started Searching Again, I failed at my searching game. I am starting to Know CKM better and I have only been there Twice... All i have to Say about That School is WHY DO YOU HAVE SOOOOO MANY STAIRS!?!

The winter concert is over, We rocked tonight!

I constanly sit in the shower having the water Pelt at me and grumble incoherantly, and think.
It gets me really Depressed, but it also makes me feel better at the same time, if that makes sense to any one, can someone please explain why that makes me feel better and makes me depressed.

I think about one subject, those who know the subject know the subject, those who don't I dont want you to know the subject. DON'T FEEL BAD IF I HAVEN'T TOLD YOU... It's just I have only told like two people and one person has figured it out!

But I just think that life is killing me as the quiz said.
I need more things to DO, I need to keep my mind occupied so that I don't have the problem of thinking about the subject I want to/ don't want to think about.

I have given my self aLOT of stuff to do this school year, but it dosen't seem to be enough.
I get games to occupy my mind but they are a temperary solution.

I need a long term solution, When I hit College I have decided that I will go to Med school, SO im occupied I'm going to be in school FOREVER! I will have to pay for MED school I know that, So I will have to get a good job after High school So that after one year I can buy a nice little car. Then after I get my bacholors Degree I will have to pay for school my self and Go to MED school.

It will be A long GRAND venture that will keep me so busy that I will only have time for one thing School. I also will actually like school when I get to College. I really Hate the high school set up for school there is no true point but to Get in and Get out. It isn't a very effective system.

Also Things that make me feel Better Her is a list for People to Help me Feel Better:
1. Give me a problem to help YOU with
2. funny songs
3. Angry songs
4. Angry/ Funny Movie/Flash/Things
5. Sugar
6. Work
7. Something Shiny
8. Someone to Actually talk to me about something Important
9. Intellegent Conversation
10. People To leave me Alone When Im Pissed!

You can ask me 6 questions. Any 6 no matter how personal, dirty, private or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn you have to post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.

This is me just trying to Say I don't care, I have certain tings that I care about.. Deeply. But I honestly don't care any more. I need something to occupy my self I don' have enough to do thats when I start thinking and get really depressed. When I don't have somethng to do thats when things get BAD. Thats when I start writting like this in a grumpy mood. I try I honestly do. I have been feeling all right but I'm just not mentally all here any more and it's not very good. Good thing I have a lot of work to do tonight or I would be up shit creek Because Im uber depressed. I want to do home school now so that I can get away from this school. This scool isn't real there are no REAL people here. Just bodies that go on living thier lives on and on. I want to find freedom, It seems so close but I cant seem to find it. I want to have no First or Second period. I think I have the Credits to do it, but my mom and dad probobly wouldn't like it. and the only way that it could happen would be if I could drive to school if I could do that then ALOT of my problems would be fixed. I could get a job to keep my mind Occupied, I could get out of the house When ever I wanted I could have a True almost freedom.

But the Truth Is What is Freedom.

In the human life we have no true freedom, we are stuck with rules and obligations to society. I'm about to Say Fuck society Give me an Island with nobody on it, Give me a lighter and a knife and there we go. but it would be much harder then that to live on a deserted island but what ever I Don't care.

Letting this out feels good. *opens ne window and Turns on Foamys Rant #3 *

It makes me feel better.

So How Are You?

If you were on South Park, what would you look like and who would your friends be? (for guys) by vexedfusion
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Do you think you are cool?	Hell yesYeahCool is as cool doesNo, not at allI'm halfway thereDo YOU think I'm cool?There is no cool, only me and themI'm about as cool as heated ovenWhat a stupid questionI like cheeseI don't like cheeseTo the person who doesn't like, cheese, you're a dumbassKyle's mom really is a big fat bitch, really
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Percentage of people who like this character...: 26%
The Jew	righteous_me
The Fat One	azureflutie
The Lover	halosarge
The Poor One	jenn_sparrow
The Gay Teacher	naked_spirit
Kyle's Bitchy Mom	lostintime2004
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